hmmmmm.

i've been seriously thinking about scrapbooking everyday. my soul has been craving it. i miss my former life that consisted of constant creativity. working with paper, pictures and getting my hands dirty with ink and paint.

why did i let that go.
how did i let it happen?
why can't i get it back?

today, i made a big dent in my former scrapbook room........i peeled away the layers of crap that had fully transformed it into a junk room. as i looked through all my supplies, i started getting excited. really excited. excited to see what could be created and what new story i could tell on a page.

i'm still not finished in there. still so much to do, get rid of and re-arrange.

i let too many things get in the way, i got distracted and i drifted.......my recent scare, made me think of things that make me happy. things i want to do and can do.

so why not?
why hold back?

so here i am, mind full of ideas waiting to happen.
and so they will.
this time i'll let myself.
i will not allow myself to fail.
no turning back on things.
just do it.

vow to change.
vow to keep happy.
vow to create again.

yep, there it is.
i will get back on track.
promise.

Peace, love and everythaaaaaaang.
cp